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So It Goes

by James Choice

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1.
you like to run at the first sign of trouble a pattern you’ve seen so many times you like to stay down there in your bubble you know the moves and you know the signs you wanna be a part of the scene you wanna drive home their perception you throw your weakness into your screen in hope to find some real connection but all you share is superficial while you long for the deep end insecure and artificial never showing, just pretend tiring endless repetition always rising to the bait preaching like you’re on a mission in a world that you create you like to frame your own description dirty tricks but your image is clean you won’t decide what’s truth or fiction ‘cause anger is your biggest revenue stream we do the digging while you’re keeping the treasure you sell connection but you’re not here to care and you won’t stop until we yield to the pressure ‘cause if we break then that’s something worth to share ‘cause all you need is our submission to keep your pockets filled with gold expose, exploit human condition leading down the rabbit hole algorithm and ambition always rising to the bait preaching like you’re on a mission in a world that you create
2.
you wonder what to do well you won’t know until you let go now hold the thought and ease your breath your life spread out from birth to death a lot of love is coming your way thrown into a game of who is who who knows the rules in time the signs well understood the minute it starts feeling good a lot of love is coming your way the weight of the world’s a little lighter today now that you broke the news that you are here to stay once a ghost in the mirror now you fit your own shape you bring home the love that’s coming your way beauty is a catch flaws are there now stop your glare you know you can’t please everyone doesn’t mean you’re on your own a lot of love is coming your way now take a look around a change of view see how they see you everything’s where it should be like a line sung in your favorite key a lot of love is coming your way
3.
I carry all your weight with me you tell me that I’m weak stare into my face, tell me how everything looks bleak a new low oh no don’t speak just go load up all your weight on me the problem with the coin is you never know which way you’ll flip a lot of little lies make up for one more magic trick a new low oh no don’t speak just go the problem won’t solve load up all your weight on me I’m on a losing streak count up my mistakes while I’m feeling like a freak maybe I am wrong but I I think it’s kinda cheap I carry all your weight but you tell me that I’m weak load up all your weight on me I’m on a losing streak count up my mistakes while I’m feeling like a freak maybe I am wrong but I I think it’s kinda cheap you load up all your weight on me so don’t tell me I am weak
4.
Stay Here 04:35
oh why why did you wanna die I struggle to find the right words can’t tell you how much it hurts oh I I don’t seem to get it right it takes all out of you to reveal so you better hide the pain you feel with every fiber you show what everyone already knows you got hurt real bad it’s driving you mad oh I could guess why is it the way I look or the way I remind you of the weakness that took you to a place you can’t see so you tunnel through me you just can’t let it be with every fiber you show what everyone already knows that you got hurt real bad no way to face off the madness that took you away from here the place where we live we fight, we forgive and we stay right here and learn to survive the madness, the strive to feel love oh it feels so wrong the stages of grief they say someday they’ll walk away and find someone else there to blame then open my heart remove the pain surgically turn my face to happy and keep the rest look like me
5.
oh you crack me up as I go down the pan I’m hanging, I’m a drop I forgot how to land my reflection and your eyes form a mirror, a surprise and I’m so glad that I’m alive to know you I wanna stay here in your present but I can’t get past my past I am waning, I’m a crescent moon I know I won’t last my reflection and your eyes form a mirror, a surprise and I’m so glad that you’re alive to hold me you’re a silver lining you’re a bright beam of hope you’re the straight in my spine you’re the twist in my trope you’re all colours of the rainbow you’re a big pot of gold you are courage you’re a story that cant wait to be told you keep track of time when I have lost all faith and I’m such a lousy mime I can’t keep a straight face my reflection and your eyes form a mirror, a surprise and I’m so glad that I'm alive to know you you’re like skin, you’re so in touch you reach me far beyond you are gravity as such you’re the ground where I’m from my reflections and your eyes form a mirror, a surprise and I’m so glad that you’re alive to hold me
6.
my mirror is a vicious fool I trust the vision, use the tool a shame that covers all my bones guess inside and throw your stones I wanna be here fully true to come undone just as you do finding comfort in a touch not too subtle, not too much I’m no longer waiting here I’m just passing through I’m picking up, I’ll let it be ready to start anew
7.
Tender Eyes 03:57
I hide, I cave, I cringe, I freeze I disagree but try to please I shut up and say thank you I give up I stutter and I stumble first I bloat and then I crumble I’m a total loss for words I can’t speak up but then I’m spending the time and I’m changing my mind and you say all the things I need to hear oh it’s looking good I can see myself through tender eyes now my world’s a better place I bounce back easily and I make believe and leave all comfort at home like a holiday a get away a destiny like magic a melody, a time machine a wipe that leaves the slate all clean an open drawer, a broken thing you love a photograph, a novel smile a memory, adventure time a turn, a twist, a link, a treasure trove and then I’m spending the time and I’m changing my mind and you say all the things I need to hear a ray of grace, I’m basking in your glow I break this nasty mirror and let go I cut the cord, I fix my scattered brain I recondition and then start again
8.
no more trying to compete I’ll fuck up your balance sheet I’m not gonna take your call but I’ll tear down your office wall no more cleaning up your shit but I’ll watch you take care of it I’m burning bridges, no career I am getting out of here I don’t wanna go to work when all you see is just a perk you’ll feed on until you choke I'm not the butt of your sick joke I want no part in your rat race I think I’d rather spend my days tryin’ to find a life I fit I’m taking off from here I quit your economy my cause no more days in shopping malls zero interest, double take I just need a bathroom break and an extended holiday somewhere that is far away I’m burning bridges no career I am getting out of here golden handshakes, CEO’s we know where our money goes we don’t want your charity and fuck off with austerity we need social justice, medicare you better fucking pay your share or we will beat you at the poll with a message that you can’t control
9.
Outrage 03:45
one taste of fulminate I come around clutching my one mistake taking my time a healthy dose of outrage it's been too long I bark at passersby who do me wrong after months of hallmark pretty sympathy, I’ve heard it all about ready to break my fall we’ve got a whole lot to be angry about I’m turning my finger round the final face that I see last thing at night and still right there when I rise I’ve seen the sorrow, danced with pain and felt the fear grow I heard the message from tomorrow that told me so the truth is I have found a way to finally feel alive it took reaching the bottom for my dark to shine pre-eruption, deconstruction dissolution, resolution agitation, culmination solidarity, elation antagonize, vandalize be a spark create devise I’m taking steps now, I can feel how everything is gonna be alright
10.
a blinking blue light where a year was last seen ten thousand processes fall from a screen a tale’s worth of post it notes and scribbles of time
time spent breathing life to deadlines from the tapping of keystrokes to CPR jolts the fingers that faltered
and ground to a halt paralyzed, caught on a road struck like a rabbit in headlights it seems your waking hours, and all of your waking dreams have all torn at the seams 
you wake up inside in a hospital bed to a breakfast of pills and cold tea they gave you for your head put oil paint to canvas put grey in your hair put the past to pasture
where the fields have grown bare and I’ll make a start and fill up the holes you free and slowly you might begin to heal a diary to cancel a year put on hold from the day summer ended and gave in to the cold
11.
So It Goes 01:26
and so it goes we wonder why the amber drops and traps the fly we always dream of better days for once to try and change our ways in which we see the world at large take a breath and then recharge an ancient spaceship, pale blue dot a buried truth that we forgot you cannot know what no one knows you try your best, you’re getting close a walking cane a wrinkled nose we fade and grow and so it goes
12.
a car ride home, the heavy air my heated breath, your greying hair a fueled debate, no one engaged your mean remarks, my burning rage always picking, put together going nowhere never ever separation, isolation an endless search for consolation with you gone forever over no more chance of finding closure just acceptance, only peace while you rest and I still breathe no surprise we fell apart with everything we have been through though we ran on same beliefs we upheld opposing views it shoulda, coulda, would have been just another tired song I’m letting go I long to know now what will happen from here on late summer night, a teenage dream his trembling hand, your muffled scream trapped inside a broken home with him up on his lonely throne always picking, put together going nowhere never ever no more love without compliance a quiet pain that follows silence it takes more than a life to see the change well are we cursed to repeat old mistakes again a raging river pushing on a wheel the day you lay your ghosts to rest, the day you heal a future child, a second chance you hold your breath and take their stance stressful morning, office night a rotten routine bound to blight always picking put together going nowhere never ever you can hear the voices coming but you won’t stop the program running

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released October 20, 2023

© + Ⓟ 2023 by James Choice. All songs & Lyrics written by Sebastian Abermann except for Track 8 & 9 written by Sebastian Abermann & Michael Dey. Made in the EU. All trademarks, logos and pictures are protected.

So It Goes was performed by:

Sebastian Abermann - Vocals, Guitar, Keys
Bernd Faszl - Guitar
Thomas Böck - Bass
Severin Posch - Drums

Recorded at Secret Studio, Vienna
Except Track 3 recorded at Gab Music Studio
Vocals of Ren for „I Don’t Wanna Go To Work“ recorded by V!K, at Hertzklang Audio, Graz
Produced by Sebastian Schwab & Sebastian Abermann
Mixed by Sebastian Schwab
Except Track 3 Produced by Georg Gabler and Mixed by Georg Gabler and Oliver "Oeli" Kamaryt
Mastered by Martin Scheer
Artwork und Layout by Viola Gabler

Drums Rocked On „Carry All Your Weight“ by Markus Perner
Vocal Trio Wellness on „Stay Here“ by Marlene Stocker, Mave Venturin und Verena Giesinger
Additional Vocals of Power on „I Don’t Wanna Go To Work“ by Ren Aldridge

Additional Strings on „I’m No Longer Waiting Here“ and „So It Goes“

Superar Youth Chamber Orchestra
Musical Director: Christian Kausel
Violin 1: Sille Cecilie Klysner Kjems
Violin 2: Aset Dakaeva
Viola: Yll Rama
Violoncello: Molly Lindberg Tefre
Double Bass: Marko Mijajlovic

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James Choice Vienna, Austria

James Choice is a singer/songwriter based in Vienna, Austria. Their music is defined by their incredibly listenable, yet constantly surprising and unexpected hooks, underpinned by subtle lyrics, rich vocal harmonies, and melodies that soar from broken and delicate depths to defiant and dizzying highs. ... more

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